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| User: | girl_freak (2921446) which one is different? it does not belong
they taught me different is wrong |
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| Name: | Nemo | |||||
| Website: | myspace | |||||
| Location: | Oswego, Illinois, United States | |||||
| Birthdate: | 1988-05-02 | |||||
| E-mail: | deandraruff@shaw.ca | |||||
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| AOL IM: |  g0tfreak (Add Buddy, Send Message) | |||||
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| Bio: | Who am I? I've never really had anyone ask me this question before. I've never really thought about it too much. I could tell you my name, (Deandra), but all that tells you is that my parents have a good imagination. I could tell you my age, (18), but what does that tell you? Nothing. So what else can I tell you? I'm Christian, by birth, faith and choice. But I don't follow it exactly. I don't believe in a hell. I believe everyone is here for a reason, and our life should be dedicated to finding that reason out. I believe everything happens for a reason, and the people we meet are in our lives for a reason also. Everything is connected and we're here to be a part of that connection. I am the biggest hypocrite sometimes. I want to protect everyone I love from the mistakes I've made in the past. I try to protect people from the world, and I know I can't do that, but I try anyway because I can't stand to see them hurt. I can't stand to see anyone hurt. I am a surburbanite, as my friend in Chicago likes to tell me. I can't be mean, I can't lie and I certainly can't drink, (but thats another story). I can be sarcastic, I can be rude, but I can't be mean. Which is a problem sometimes, but I just can't do it. I can't lie worth anything. I can lie about little things that don't matter, but I can't lie about anything or importance. I am a true surburbanite. I am a mess. I'm bi-polar. Which means I have extreme mood swings and I can't help them sometimes. Most people don't get how being happy, (manic), can be a bad thing, but it is. I spend money on things I don't need, do stupid things just for the rush of it. The worst part is, I don't even know I'm manic, and I get upset whenever someone tells me to chill out. This... really hurts when I try to be involved with someone. I can also be depressed very easily sometimes and not a lot of things can make me feel better. Kaila, the girl I'm with, is the one person who seems to be able to make me laugh, even when I'm in my darkest moods. If you didn't catch that, I just said girl. Yes, thats right, I'm a homosexual. (Feel free to gasp, curse or run for the hills now). I debeted whether to even mention this, because is it really necessary? But I think it is. It's shaped a lot of who I am today. I'm very much open about this and my Dad is very supportive of me, thank God. I came out freshman and sophmore year, with a lot of support from my friends. Of course, everyone wasn't keen on the idea of having a queer friend, but I only lost two friends. I haven't been harrassed much. I've been beaten up once for it, but I chalk that up to ignorance. For the most part, people deal with it in stride and I love it. As for the others, they've taught me to not care what other people think. I am very comfortable with who I am now, and I owe a lot of that to coming out. I don't know what else to tell you, and I'm pretty sure my page is over. I know you have other things to read, and I know you have other things to do, so I'll leave you with my motto that I've lived by: "Things happen for a reason."  Support love. I think about the years I spent just passing through I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you But you just smile and take my hand You've been there you understand It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true Every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you "God Bless the Broken Road" -Rascal Flatts- Free Hit Counter | |||||
| Memories:: | 45 entries | |||||
| Interests: | 148: accents, aim, alix olson, alyson hannigan, amber benson, american history x, amy lee, androgyny, angelina jolie, ani difranco, bdsm, bend it like beckham, bettie page, birls, blondie, books, boondock saints, boredom, boys don't cry, but i'm a cheerleader, butterfly effect, canada, cds, chicago, chole sevigny, christianity, chucks, clea duvall, coldstone, college, coloring, comedy club, computers, concerts, cranium, cuddling, dancing, dc talk, democrats, donnie darko, dorks, dorky girls, edward norton, eliza dushku, ellen degenerous, euchre, extreme elking, family, fight club, finding nemo, foamy, friends, geeks, genderfucking, ghost world, ghosts of mars, girl interrupted, guitars, honesty, horror films, hugs, human rights, illinois, ink, jonny depp, julia roberts, kaila, kids, king of the hill, kissing, kittie, life, liz phair, lords of acid, love, mad tv, mohawks, moulin rouge, movies, music, my friends, myspace, n64, nerds, nightmare before christmas, nin, olivia, pda, piano, piercings, pink floyd, playing piano, playing softball, poetry, practical magic, psychology, public displays of affection, pulp fiction, queen, queers, quotes, rain, rainbow brite, rammstien, randomness, reading, road trips, rock, rocky horror, rollercoasters, roses, salvador dali, sarcasm, scars, scary movies, scrabble, singing, singing in the shower, six flags great america, sixteen candles, slam poetry, smiles, snl, snow, sociology, softball, space balls, spoken word, surveys, swimming, switchfoot, tattoos, tatu, tenacious d, the 80's, the breakfast club, the l word, the nightmare before christmas, the origin of love, the simpsons, the smiths, tomboys, trains, true directions, walking, writing, zines, zyf | |||||
| Schools: | Traughber Junior High School - Oswego, IL Oswego High School - Oswego, IL (2002 - 2006) | |||||
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| Account type: | Basic Account | |||||
